Once I had set up the disposition of my MFA essay I though everything else would just be a case of filling in the gaps. Now I’m two days away from deadline with the essay in a mess, staring up at me with it’s small dead eyes, mocking me for the hubris I’ve displayed, taunting my futile efforts at being clever and rationally correct.
At the moment I have a hard time focusing. And I’m listening to “Don’t fear the reaper” to cheer me up. Bleh! Bleh I tells you! I’m being a whiny bitch, someone bring me soup!
Disposition of essay:
Introduction to essay
Short background
Work one: Flagburning
-Intention
-Production
-End result
-References
-Process analysis
Work two: Virtual Photography
-Intention
-Production
-End result
-References
-Process analysis
Work three: Lockpicking 101
-Intention
-Production
-End result
-References
-Process analysis
Analysis of my artistic practice:
Product.
-Failure thereof.
Project.
-Failure thereof.
Process
-An ongoing failure to perform.
From product to project
From project to process