{"id":6505,"date":"2020-03-01T14:26:30","date_gmt":"2020-03-01T13:26:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/?p=6505"},"modified":"2020-03-01T14:26:51","modified_gmt":"2020-03-01T13:26:51","slug":"mind-palace-without-the-map","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/mind-palace-without-the-map\/","title":{"rendered":"Mind palace, without the map"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1500\" height=\"908\" src=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-1500x908.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6419\" srcset=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-1500x908.jpg 1500w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-640x388.jpg 640w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-768x465.jpg 768w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-100x61.jpg 100w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-862x522.jpg 862w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-1200x727.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-846x512.jpg 846w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-1184x717.jpg 1184w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash-1234x747.jpg 1234w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/sara_blackfisk_flash.jpg 2000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1500px) 100vw, 1500px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>A year or so ago I had a few sessions with a cognitive therapy person which didn&#8217;t amount to much \u2013 cbt seems mostly about breaking patterns and helping people out that can&#8217;t manage their day-to-day life, and whatever my problems are, it wasn&#8217;t a good fit. I&#8217;m still on SSRI:s but am hoping to drop those as soon as I get some breathing room, but I&#8217;ve also started meeting with a honest-to-goodness lie-on-a-couch therapist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s an exciting process and offers a challange to my recursive introspection. His axiom is that most problems stem from conflicts, and identifying those conflicts \u2013 be they internal or external \u2013 can allow me to get a better understanding of myself as well as be used as a tool to avoid the traps of overthinking and negative spiraling. In a sense, everything is borne of a choice at some point, even if it doesn&#8217;t feell like it in a moment of anxiety.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t have any principled objection to medicating my problems away \u2013 the psylocybin\/ketamin experiments with depressed persons seem promising \u2013 but if I can learn to manage my mind better using only my own body, I&#8217;ll be more resilient regarless of what other tools I&#8217;ll have at my disposal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A year or so ago I had a few sessions with a cognitive therapy person which didn&#8217;t amount to much \u2013 cbt seems mostly about breaking patterns and helping people out that can&#8217;t manage their day-to-day life, and whatever my problems are, it wasn&#8217;t a good fit. I&#8217;m still on SSRI:s but am hoping to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/mind-palace-without-the-map\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mind palace, without the map<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6505","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-doodles"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6505","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6505"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6505\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6513,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6505\/revisions\/6513"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6505"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6505"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6505"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}