{"id":6471,"date":"2019-11-19T19:32:04","date_gmt":"2019-11-19T18:32:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/?p=6471"},"modified":"2019-11-19T19:32:06","modified_gmt":"2019-11-19T18:32:06","slug":"hello-darkness-etc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/hello-darkness-etc\/","title":{"rendered":"Hello darkness, etc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1500\" height=\"677\" src=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-1500x677.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6454\" srcset=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-1500x677.jpg 1500w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-640x289.jpg 640w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-768x347.jpg 768w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-100x45.jpg 100w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-862x389.jpg 862w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-1200x542.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-846x382.jpg 846w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-1184x535.jpg 1184w, https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/macro_lila_blomma-1234x557.jpg 1234w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1500px) 100vw, 1500px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Today was the first time in a good while that I stayed behind at work to do something myself \u2013\u00a0I spent two hours on the lathe and turned something which resembles a short, splintery dildo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve been watching a bunch of wood- &amp; metalwork videos lately, and needed to try my hands at it. It&#8217;s too easy just to live vicariously, and at some point it&#8217;s just not healthy. So, equipped with some Youtube &#8220;skills&#8221; I set to sharpening a few tools and turning wood, which let me tell you is much more physically difficult than the videos make apparent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Other than that I&#8217;ve had a slow half-year since last I posted. Just before summer I deadlifted 150kg which was a personal best, but then I compensated by not doing anything other than drinking beer for two months during summer. Going back to work also got me back to the gym, and I&#8217;m slowly building up my strength and good habits again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Speaking of which, I had my longest non-drinking period since my teenage years and kept away from the devils brew for 8 weeks or so. I noticed a slight improvement in mood and cognitive ability, so I can see the appeal. Although I can&#8217;t really see the appeal while living in Gothenburg, which for six months has nothing to recommend it besides alcohol and a karaoke bar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There&#8217;s some illness in the family and that keeps me worried \u2013\u00a0not the proper time to quit the SSRI in other words \u2013\u00a0but I&#8217;m hoping that between myself and Sara we&#8217;ll get through it. There&#8217;s Christmas at moms to look forward to, as well as my brothers marriage in January, so we&#8217;re not totally lacking for distractions. Things to look forward to in the short term are important, I&#8217;ve learned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As for the photozine I&#8217;m nowhere near completion. I&#8217;m very aware of the New Years deadline approaching, but It&#8217;ll be done when it&#8217;s done. Right now I just need to focus on turning some more wooden dicks and improve my deadlift.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today was the first time in a good while that I stayed behind at work to do something myself \u2013\u00a0I spent two hours on the lathe and turned something which resembles a short, splintery dildo. I&#8217;ve been watching a bunch of wood- &amp; metalwork videos lately, and needed to try my hands at it. It&#8217;s &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/hello-darkness-etc\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Hello darkness, etc<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6471","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-doodles"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6471","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6471"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6471\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6472,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6471\/revisions\/6472"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6471"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6471"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6471"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}