{"id":337,"date":"2008-04-15T00:23:57","date_gmt":"2008-04-14T22:23:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/?p=981"},"modified":"2008-04-15T00:23:57","modified_gmt":"2008-04-14T22:23:57","slug":"mea-culpa-or-somesuch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/mea-culpa-or-somesuch\/","title":{"rendered":"Mea Culpa. Or somesuch"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes it takes you quite some time to come to a realisation that is glaringly obvious to everyone around you. You might be a mean drunk, overconfident or inconsiderate, and it might take a while to notice and even longer to so something about it. In my case, I haven&#8217;t been aware of how I&#8217;ve slowly been losing my shit the past year or so, and just the other day realised that the <em>small<\/em> outburst of murdering rage I&#8217;ve experienced might be related to <em>other stuff<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>So the next time I go off ranting about <em>getting into a fight<\/em> or <em>smashing a bottle on someones stupid head<\/em>, you might want to tell me to relax and take a few deep breaths. I hear it helps.<\/p>\n<p>On a lighter note, here are some t-shirts I found in my old closet at my moms place. They&#8217;re from my high-school years and shine a bright light on the vomitingly cuddly guy I was trying to be.<\/p>\n<p><img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0417.jpg' alt='img_0417.jpg' \/><br \/>\n<img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0418.jpg' alt='img_0418.jpg' \/><br \/>\n<img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0419.jpg' alt='img_0419.jpg' \/><br \/>\n<img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0420.jpg' alt='img_0420.jpg' \/><\/p>\n<p>As well as a drawing of me for the school paper, a photo of me with hair curtesy of henna and a guy who gets shot in the gut.<\/p>\n<p><img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0425.jpg' alt='img_0425.jpg' \/><br \/>\n<img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0427.jpg' alt='img_0427.jpg' \/><br \/>\n<img src='https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/blog_uploads\/2008\/05\/img_0426.jpg' alt='img_0426.jpg' \/><\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t say that I would have done anything differently back then, but I wouldn&#8217;t stand to meet that snotty wanna-be intellectual today. Hopefully I won&#8217;t stand the Mateusz of today in ten years time. There&#8217;s always the outside possibility that one might <em>become slightly better<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes it takes you quite some time to come to a realisation that is glaringly obvious to everyone around you. You might be a mean drunk, overconfident or inconsiderate, and it might take a while to notice and even longer to so something about it. In my case, I haven&#8217;t been aware of how I&#8217;ve &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/mea-culpa-or-somesuch\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mea Culpa. Or somesuch<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-337","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/337","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=337"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/337\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}