i went to a concert yesterday, and thanks to alcohol and other circumstance<\/i> i had a total and apeshit diatribe against the band that was playing, and i was venting like a maniac for a good twenty minutes before someone gave me enough beer to shut me the hell up for a while.<\/p>\n
from wikipedia.org:
\nIn psychology, psychological projection (or projection bias) is a defence mechanism in which one attributes (“projects”) to others, one\u2019s own unacceptable or unwanted thoughts or\/and emotions. Projection reduces anxiety by allowing the expression of the unwanted subconscious impulses\/desires without letting the ego recognize them.<\/i><\/p>\n
psychology is awesome.<\/p>\n
the music itself was good. i like noise music (although i did overdo it ever so slightly shouting “i have hundreds of noise albums and listen to them all the time<\/i>!”) and apart from playing too loud (it’s the quality<\/i> of the decibels that matter, not the quantity<\/i>) i liked it. it’s the pretentiousnes that i have a problem with – just because you have spasms while hammering the same three buttons on the keyboard doesn’t mean you’re doing anything else but hammering the same three buttons on the keyboard<\/i>. i like it, just don’t make a fucking art-show performance out of it. and if you have a gaffa-tape cristian cross taped on your tshirt over your nipples and walk out into the audience holding a taperecorder up to my ear to let me savour<\/i> the monotone coming out of it, this is not something that will be looked at benevolently<\/i>. such behaviour, in fact, deserves a clip over the ear.<\/p>\n
so the remixed plan for today (i had ambitions for this sunday. i like sundays) is:<\/p>\n
1) hold my head in my hands and occasionaly moaning gently and manly. i went to a concert yesterday, and thanks to alcohol and other circumstance i had a total and apeshit diatribe against the band that was playing, and i was venting like a maniac for a good twenty minutes before someone gave me enough beer to shut me the hell up for a while. from wikipedia.org: … Continue reading pain and suffering, pain and suffering<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[1884],"class_list":["post-102","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-doodles","tag-doodles"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=102"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=102"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=102"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monocultured.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=102"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n2) ponder other circumstance<\/i> and selfdestructive behaviour in general.
\n3) play computer games or watch teewee – can’t focus enough to read.
\n4) stuff my face with food.
\n5) not going to the gym.
\n6) coming up for a good plan as to what i’m going to do on my last year of art school. i’m on the final stretch of getting my MFA, and i need to sort my shit out. i started the day by trying to read up on leibniz die monadie<\/a><\/i>, but needless to say it’s no use today.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"